I have to admit, i had never felt that any of the people whom ive met in this lifetime were wrong. Or should i start mocking at myself for holding on to that belief even up till the moment where i sensed absence?

Oh well, i thought i have long thrown that idea behind and telling myself it doesnt matter. I am sick, real sick and tired of being the one all these years and while. I did my part, proably you people did too.

I just searched my conscience and probed myself, what have I done wrong to deserve these? It is cruel to neglect a person's feelings like that. Downright mean I should even say. And it really sends ponders over to my mind as to why did these nonsense surfaced when people could be so close for the longest period ever, and distant in a snap of fingers.

And I had once thought I had the strongest support when I left. It was just plain naive i must tell myself. I never knew the appearance was taken for granted. Silly.



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I am thankful to my love Kleo who sends me texts almost every morning. It is just a simple appreciation that makes everything worthwhile

smile still :)