I am expecting an obvious and totally ugly swollen pair of eyes from myself. It's basically 130am and I find difficulty turning in. I am probably going to pop a pill or something, else I would have to sink my head in my backrest duing lunch, instead of eating out.

I'd like to make a wild but thick-skinned guess that I've probably affected someone with my emotions. Personally, I would like to apologize to this person but coming to think of that, maybe he had his own issues to handle and I might not be the cause of his unhappiness but whatever it is, he thought of me when he was down and I am grateful to him for his concerns.

Life and mind are in a total whirl now, this feeling sucks and things suck. I want to get out of these real quick so that I can turn in early and wake up smiling, without any more tears.



Soon