I am too fked up and I am too screwed up. I have always declined "invitations" for clubbing on Wednesdays despite being a retarded Ladies Night cause I have to work the next day.

It is a pity though, but I have never thought that things would turn out so bad that I turned to clubbing on Wednesday even though I had only 4 hours of sleep with 9 hours of work.

I am seriously drained and dad is seriously bewildered by what have I been up to lately. It's silly yes, but I dont know what else.