It's been this long, that I almost my password to the site but well, my passwords are generally recycled so it really wasn't that tough though.

Yeap, it was a climax. Been and back from Changi Airport just moments ago and loads of feelings are gushing inside of me. While waiting for the plane to take off, my mind was filled with everything that I wanted to say but now, it seems like it has all gone.

With a blink of an eye, yes, 4 months just past like that without leaving any traces. From probably more than half a year ago when we got back "together", I was definitely looking forward to his return in June, as what he told me. And next thing I know, he changed it to May.

Months past quickly and without much information, I assumed his flight on a mid-May since it was supposedly in June and I could have some time for myself to get my rotten face/complexion fixed and guess what, he just came back to Singapore without a notice! It certainly caught me by surprise when I was in my office.


These few months, no doubt the happiest, but also the most torturing ones. Complicated stuffs happened between the 2 of us and another one. Triangle love, in short. Things blew up and cooled down, up and down. conflicts and arguments, really so traumatizing.

Being this cruel, I only got to know his flight was today, yesterday night. How unfair was that! I got up like 5am, hitched a ride from his parents and him and we set off for the airport. Accompanied him with the checking in of luggages and also breakfast. Walked abit in the airport and he got me a big Squirrel toy from Mini Toons, though wasn't "picked" by him from the arcade or whatever, I am still happy that at the very last minute, he still wanted me to smile.

He left, his parents left.

I walked all the way in as far as I could to see him and waited all the way till the information provided on the information board reads from "Gate Closing", to "Gate Closed" and lastly, "Departed" before I was willing to leave the airport.


Thanks for bringing me to places where I've never been to in Singapore yet and thanks for always giving me the best food and bringing me to the best places. Thanks for making me the host when it was you who bought me bottles and bottles of alcohols while clubbing, thanks for calling me always, and thanks for always being there. Swallowing my attitude and seeing me cry for someone else, and not you.




Thanks YS.